At a loss.....

Hello fellow humans,

So the world keeps on turning on it's calliope adventures, and the human parasite threatens the beauty of the ride.
It is with such great sorrow that I write this note today.
It has been my dream since I was old enough to dream, to help midwife Peace On Earth. Yes, the dream was spurred by a family that knew very little peace, but I just knew there was a world out there waiting and ready to be awakened to it's own peace. Awakened to it's memories of Peace. Awakened to it's true essence-Unity in One Love.
Last week I had someone tell me that you can only build bridges where they are wanted. I have worked diligently to build bridges within myself, learning to span the divides between all aspects of myself and the acceptance of those aspects. It has been rewarding and vital to and for me. I know I can assist others in their own bridge building. Alas, I am beginning to see that most people's agenda's seem to be etched in the stoney tablets of their minds, and unfailingly override any loving instinct from their hearts. A bridge needs to connect two different areas, I,alas, am only one area. And a peaceful heart often does not reside within a body whose mind is carrying out anti-peace activities and thoughts.

There is an aneurysm in mother Earth. We have wounded her. The earth is our loving higher self, always assuring balance and stability. We, as humans are her ego. We have manipulated,divided, scarred and abused her. We, as her agenda filled mind, have masochistically abused her loving being-ness within an inch of her life. Our agenda was bent on destruction, greed and narcissism, and we have taken ourselves, as the earth parasites that we are, to the brink of Earth Home Bankruptcy-and perhaps the Universe will foreclose on our loan. I know Obama cannot bail the Earth out. Perhaps we chose to destroy our dear planet, as we were tired of our own lives, and I am guilty of this feeling. Perhaps it was a result of our anger towards ourselves, and then each other, for lives that were felt to have little if any good meaning. I am also guilty of this feeling. Whatever vehicle got us here, it is on the brink of global destruction that we sit. Yes, perhaps I am being over dramatic. But we have forced our own way into near obliteration, and it's time we understood why.
If indeed our planet survives this explosive oil aneurysm, we need to see how we got here. Or we will keep trying to destroy our planet, until at last we succeed.
All these years we have been duped into believing that nuclear holocaust would be our demise. All the while, swiss cheese holes have been drilled into the crust of our Earth home. Insidiously, like moles or gophers,weaving underground labyrinths of potential weakness into the very firmament that sustains us. How ignorant I have been. How do I remain aware of what is "really" happening in the world, and not feel so enraged by it? How can I use the passion of my rage to impact the real world with good and love? What is the up side of down to this situation?

I know what it is like to live within an ecology of self-harm. I also know what it is like to live within a synergistic environment that creates an ecology of love. I wanted to believe that everything was going to be okay. That leaders of all kinds can be trusted to act in the interest of the greater good. Unfortunately, some of these ideals have been based on illusion, not on someone else's actual integrity.

We exchange words throughout each day. "How are you?" we casually ask each other. How many of us really mean it? How often do we honestly reply?
Should the holy currency of words be written out as the sacred contract which they are? When we give a word-something to another being, we are living Namaste. We are bringing forth a gift from the sacredness of ourselves and sharing it with the sacredness of another. To offer that gift in sacred contract is a divine intention. Following our words through to fruition, and honoring that sacred contract is a holy demonstration of how in tune to Spirit our own contract is. To renig on that contract undermines any holy covenant we have with God, and creates a faulty structure of self. It falsifies your very being. You become the shifting sands upon which you are building the emotional, mental, spiritual, physical and energetic infrastructure of your being upon.

One strong gust of truth and the structure of you will come down.

As Spirit there is only Oneness....
Is that when I will feel absolute wholeness-
When the totality of me
can merge with the totality
of you?
Yet,
There is no physical sensation in Spirit.
Are we isolated without touch,
OR is it because of touch that we sense isolation?
Do we need this body to
travel the mental highways and
spiritual byways?
If we are human
for enlightenment alone,
then why are we asked
to love this body we are to separate from?
Or is the future separation of body from soul
that which urges us
to love it?

We are Spiritual Beings contained within a human body. Much like a Jeannie(gin) in a bottle we are trapped until touched, rubbed in the right way. That is when our true powers are unleashed. Our Spirit knows it's oneness. The skin of our body isolates our divine spark from the other aspects of Divine Spark. It is through touch, and ultimately lovemaking that we remember our oneness-
When we physically connect, our spirits are allowed to merge.
We are in our ALL power as Spirit. The body, the physical, gives us opportunity to know separation.....
and the joyful opportunity to remember our oneness.


Much Love and Light,
Laurie
Dedicated to Our Earth and Susan Boles, who helped me remember being real.