The Journey of UnBecoming

 It often feels as if I as a being am not really moving, it’s just life moving about me in it’s own rhythm and melody.....and the gift is just trusting that after the storms pass everything you are left with are the only things you’ll need for the next adventure.

Allow Judge

Judge not...lest ye be judged ....the problem is in our attachment to labeling parts of ourselves or our lives as wrong, or unfair. Life isn't out to get me. Life goes on with or without my participation in it. Life does not have an agenda towards me. But I have had one towards my life. Happiness doesn't bloom outside of me, it blooms within me. Happiness blooms when I accept my life, all the unexpected facets of it as the way it is supposed to be. In accepting life in this way I let go of my own agenda and it's judgement and I allow God/Universe/Life to show up as it is. When I take the time to step aside and ALLOW life to unfold naturally beautiful things show up. When I take the lead and shove life/God/Universe into the version of beauty I THINK I NEED then life get's unmanageable and misery sets in. God shows up thru me as me when my agenda is dismantled. In every moment of surrender there is a choice of disciplining myself to trust that ALL THINGS ARE HAPPENING IN MY HIGHEST AND HOLIEST INTEREST WITHOUT MY INTERFERENCE. Serenity manifests when I let go and allow life to happen without my judgement or attachment to an outcome.